I just put two years of my blog into book form. This is of course, because the world is ending soon, and when the world ends, there is no internet. I've got to keep my words alive for my posterity to read as they walk around the apocalyptic wasteland that will be.
I also made some Instagram books. Same reason. World ending, gotta have those square prints in tangible form.
Making part of my blog into a book has caused me to read parts of my blog. And think about parts of my blog. And wonder why it is I've stopped blogging. And if I were being perfectly honest (brutal honesty is what you need when dealing with end of the world scenarios) I would have to say it's because of Spencer.
Spencer has been my enigma. He was and IS this happy, beautiful, perfect little baby boy in our family. He has been a joyous and beautiful blessing to us for 2 1/2 years, since day one. But Spencer isn't that toddling little one you might think of when you think of a two year old. He doesn't walk. He doesn't talk. He is far behind his peers. He crawls and babbles and is so, so, so (I could add a LOT of so's here) happy.
I knew he was behind when he was 6 months and I kept wanting to talk about it. I wanted to write about it. But I didn't want to label him. I didn't want people reading my blog (people that know me) or family and friends to see Spencer and just think: behind. I wanted Spencer to be Spencer and I wanted the joy and happiness that he carries with him at all times to be what people see.


So I don't panic. I trust and I wait. I set aside the outside voices of "what's wrong with him?" The ones I've been hearing for nearly 2 years.
I will continue to trudge through the system of specialists and doctors because it's what's best for him. We will eventually solve the puzzle of why Spencer has global delays. I'll go to the genetic specialist and the ENT specialist and the orthotic specialist, and urology specialist and neurology specialist and we will continue to have physical, speech and occupational therapy for him every week. But I am going to stop with the pause button on the story of our family. Because Spencer is our happiest hero. He saves me everyday and came to us with the most beautiful plot line.
It's time I shared it.
4 comments:
Kara that is one cute little kid you've got!! He certainly looks happy and healthy. I am so glad that you decided to start blogging again! You really have a talent for writing and I always love reading your posts.
My heart is so full! I love this boy. And you inspire me. Glad to see you writing.
Kara! You are such a beautiful soul! I miss you and your wisdom! I miss your darling kids. I miss bedtime. I miss your sweet smile. Anyway, I want to send you a Christmas card. Have a wonderful holiday! Can you get me your address somehow? THanks! Big hugs and kisses to all! Love, Brenda
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